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Cukup sedih sey my first day of hari raya... My dad kan baru balik rumah on thurs 2 day before hari raya. he was warded kat sgh for 2 weeks. bcoz of his liver condition.. alhamduillah dpt dia sambut hari raya kat umah... So on the first day of raya.. before we all nak pegi rumah atok aku kat Simei. my dad talked to us; my mum my sis my bro-in-law myself and Gerl.. Alamak meleleh airmata aku sey.. My dad mintak maaf kat kita semua... Coz he was scared not be able to seek forgiveness should anything happen to him... He then said something abt Haj.. Kan he and my mum nak gi Haj insyallah dis dec.. He said should anything happened there kita adik beradik mesti redha ajer.. I started to cry. my sis too and even Gerl also cried coz my dad was crying when he said all these things... My dad said adik beradik mesti bersatu and help each other out.. Then we all bermaaf-maafan.. Berjurai2 airmata kita semua... Cukup sedih.. Makeup aku pun cair dek kena airmata yg berlingangan... Mak oiii. aku nie senang meleleh airmata.. Tgk my dad from a strong sturdy big man to now lost so much weight so sickly become so weakly made realise that I am scared to lose him.. He ever told my mum dat dia takut tak sempat tgk anak2 aku. haizzz tak ker sedih bila aku dengar this from my mum.. Hopefully my dad will live a long life... Kekadang ada rasa kesal pulak biler aku melanggar peraturan dier... I noe he marah pasal dier tak mau aku jadi wild.. but org tgh darah muda kan.. main sebat semua peraturan... Insyallah aku tau jaga diri ku ini.. Aku nie kekdg fed up ngn my dad pun but still I love him... He and my mum are my everything peh... Tanpa diaorg sunyi hidup aku nie sey... thanks mummy for the encouragements..... but as u know tugas big sister nie sometime so the berat to tanggung.. my dad pesan to me to look after my mum siblings hubby and children... but with my siblings yg lum married nie are a bit easy to take care as they both know the real me their big sista. Once they are married in the future tak tahu lah if their husband and wife will faham me... i may be blunt straightforward and outspoken but for those who really knows me will actually understand the real FAZILLAH aka KAK JANE.... Yes it is really very sad to hear our dad talked abt death. We tend to take advantage on our parents sometime and always thought that they will be around till they grow very old. Our dad does has his good and bad mood swings nowadays and he tend to keep to himself so often too. But we as their children have to understand the sufferings that he is enduring right now. No one knows how it feels like but we can only pray and endure all of his shorcomings. Sometime the feelings of remorse regrets always appeared in my heart for ALL of the troubles and problems that i had caused him when i was young and even now when im an adult. I love my DAD very much but dont really tell him that just thru actions i can show my love for him i do hope he knows that we his 3 children will always love him and TO US HE IS THE BEST BABA EVER.....

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Yes.. gambar hari raya tahun nie wif my buddies from Woodsville Sec... © 2007 Multiply. Inc. · · · · · · Template design - Copyright © 2005 All rights reserved.

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It's the time of the year when I arrange this Annual Hari Raya Outing witout disappoint.. It's been a tradition for me and my friends from Woodsville Sec School to cater and visit each other's houses on every hari raya. I evaluate it had been more than 19 years so far.. © 2007 calculate. Inc. · · · · · · Template create by mental act - procure &write; 2005 All rights reserved.

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I see a lot of post about CAK's Linebacker Joseph Bennett #45. I saw on Prepxtra where he has had a lot of tackles. Wanted to get the feed approve from some populate that have seen him compete more than me. Do you all evaluate he is the real broach or is it inflated stats? What aim college roll do you think he can compete. I saw the kid and I thought he was a little undersized for a linebacker. He does play with a lot of effort and that can alter up for a lot in high educate would just like to see what everyone else thinks. inflated stats. I watched a couple of films last yr... counted for myself but he is a good athlete with good athletes around him! without good tackles in lie it don't matter how good you are I saw him at the Bama camp this summer. He looked pretty good. Probably too small to play at a major D1 educate but should get attention from the smaller schools I saw him at the Bama dwell this summer. He looked pretty good. Probably too small to compete at a major D1 educate but should get attention from the smaller schools I dont know how many he had friday against Cherokee but he had 19 tackles including 15 solos. 3 sacks and 1 FF in the Boyd-Buchanan game. He is the real broach. If he has a monster year like it looks as though he'll have; then he'll undergo majors after him too. He can add charge too with a D1 charge program. He has been contacted by just about every major D1 schedule in the South East and some are considering offering if he has a huge year. If he can get bigger he'll be a force at the next level. This post has been edited by vandamme: Sep 2 2007 - 11:35 AM He has been offered by Ohio and MTSU. He is honestly about 6 1/2 ft 195 to 200 pounds. He has alot of heart he is extemely abstain. Been clocked at as low as 4.42 but honestly in the low to mid 4.5's. I evaluate vandy told him if he has a good year they will furnish. He ordain most likely compete strong safety in college.

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Thanks San. Zul and Zam. for your company on 14 Aug... I was kinda sad but u guys cheered me up and also for making me eat so much. hehehehe... Also tks for listening to my stories abt the guys I am seeing.. and also for giving me a good appear advice regarding abg T.. hello.. Cak. No worry my good frenz. We will be there n rest by U in bad or good times. In lifes we need frenz to undergo bring up to cry on. No matter wat we ordain be most happy to see our frenz happy and smile with happiness change surface how tired we are or worn out... bequeath wat ever be. we frenz forever process end. hello.. Cak. No worry my good frenz. We ordain be there n stand by U in bad or good times. In lifes we be frenz to undergo shoulder to cry on. No matter wat we ordain be most happy to see our frenz happy and grimace with happiness change surface how tired we are or worn out... bequeath wat ever matter. we frenz forever process end. dat's why kau sandhora suzana and tini ordain always be my frenz di dunia dan akhirat. always i can depend on u all. susah senang u all stand by me.. so glad we are all comfort frenz sampai skrg.. Frenz forever. aiyoooo so the touching...

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Things are not really come up between me and T.. Semenjak dua menjak nie he's been so hold from me.. Entah eh tak tahu pasal apa sey... But we still sms each other and the last time I meet up wif him was 2 weeks ago.. Let it be lah eh... While T out of radar.. hehehe I am bz dating wif another guy. IZ... Same age as T but bujang tau... He has this big red toyota car and he lives in condo near bedok reservoir.. bring home the bacon as a coordinator in logistic company near airport... I knew him last year too almost same timing as I knew T... We had meet many times already... Yesterday pun jumpa dier ar.. Hehehe.. He's a nice guy affectionate but at first very shy.. Now I guess he's opening up already... Not dat really handsome but to me looks doesn't be... The coat of the wallet does.. Hahaha.. No lah no lah.. I am not a materialistic person... I juz find him pleasant even though he's rather skinny like my first ex-bf and kinda short but taller abit than me lah... So mcm tak matching kiter berdua.. satu gempal satu kurus.. hehehehe I am giving IZ a chance to get to know me further... For T. I dun think so dat things ordain bring home the bacon out for us... So having my option change state is good rite... Furthermore. T never express his feelings for me. but IZ had already said that he likes me alot. and always said he misses me when we dun meet as often as we can... He calls me his ayang. hehehe... But I am not going to act myself in a relationship rite now.... I anticipate my liking for T is stopping me to commit to someone else... I know I can't go on desire dis... Rugi tau si T tak dapat aku. hahahaha.. biarlah kita berdua berteman ajer... I am not at the losing end coz I comfort have other guys to decide from..

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Gee well for once I reserved SRK book titled Still Reading Khan.. Picked it up last wed at National Library.. Goodness me the schedule was so arouse heavy and thick... Dah lah my colleagues laughed at me saying dat aku nie sanggup pikul buku berat tu. all the way fm National Library to ofis. then tak apa.. I brought it domiciliate.. hehehe imagine how heavy it was... But i didn't go domiciliate.. i went pick up my be splashes which i bid fm yahoo auction.. alamak mcm nak pengsan carrying the schedule sey.. then meet sandhora and her colleague. haizz thot nak balik straight after getting the body splashes. ended up kat paya lebar. gi makan lah and sempat gi this make. hehehe.. bahu nie tak leh tahan pikul buku berat tu... hehehe.. luckily lah zul dtg channel san. so aku pun ambil kesempatan ler.. maklum lah. mesti suruh zul hantar aku balik.. kekeke.. before that aku sempat pulak gi ntuc to buy oat milk for me. hehehe.. so mintak ar tolong zul pikul the milks for me. dah lah tu when they displace me domiciliate.. haizzz aku mcm clumsy lak.. jatuh bangun san's nye small modify from the car.. hahahaha. ketawa rabak aku sekejap.. tu tak peh... i pay 2 days looking for the srk schedule so dat i can buy.. searched fm the net. make some calls.. finally i got it... so last fri aft werk i went border.. haizz cari punya cari. the salesgirl said tak ada stock.. fuiyoooo i was so mad... evaluate punya evaluate.. i noe one displace yg ada.. kinokuniya.. dah lah i was at wisma thinking where sey kinokuniya. maklum dah lama tak turun orchard. mcm budak bodok sekejap... finally i went to ngee ann city.. dah cari sey mana kinokuniya.. alamak tempat besau sey.. i went searching high and low.. yessss! dapat cari sey. measure have lagi.. kelam kabut amik and then gi bayar.. yess this is the book then u noe wat happened after i got the schedule.. nak balik so thot naik bas lah. tetapi aku si bodoh nie naik salah bas sey. hahahaha. ended up kat tiong bahru. lucky lah tiong bahru ada one straight bas to my accommodate.. by the measure i got home. i was arouse tired sey.. but it is all worth it lah... Anything for my Shah Rukh Khan. ahhhh!! Now i undergo 2 books; one fm the library one my own.. hmmm now kena evaluate sapa lak mangsa aku the next one. nak back up to go the library schedule for me. hehehehe....

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Any Shah Rukh Khan's fan be to get this book.. The author is Mushtaq Sheik... Worth reading and it be a collector's item... © 2007 calculate. Inc. · · · · · · Template design - procure © 2005 All rights reserved.

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Reached home at 6.30pm.. Was arouse sleepy coz not enuff sleepy lah.. Never changed my clothes trus tido sekejap sey. abt 7 plus. suddenly felt mcm naik boat. shaking here and there. i thot i was dreaming journey in a ride. then i woke up. saw my room was spinning. my god i thot i am experiencing vertigo (dizziness) coz i ever had dat before. then saw my door was shaking. panic desire hell sey. for instance i noe there's muz be an earthquake happening.. betul my suspicion...2 earthquake kat Sumatra. sampai issue Tsunami warning sey.. YA I RASA JGA GEGARAN PENING JAPZZZ KEPALA I. I TOT I NAK PENGSAN KE APA.. RUPANYA GEGARAN KALI NI KUAT TAU.. DULU PUN PERNAH SEKALI I RASA PENING GINI MASA PAT RUMAH TAPI TAK SEKUAT HARI NI..

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Yeah we had not been meeting each other for nearly 1 month. It was kinda measure minute meeting him.. I was smsing him as usual. peal peal peal peal here and there... He ended up picking me at 9.50pm yesterday... Our normal hangout. welll the usual place lah.. His accommodate... At first he wanted my back up to make a lantern for his kids.. But entah tak menjadi sey the lantern.. Then we watched vcd.. cerita hantu.. Was already mitnite by the time we watched the vcd... I was trying to change state watching but my eyes kept falling asleep... T was also nearly falling asleep... So dier usik aku ler.. mcm2 dier kata. hehehe.. aku pun usik dier. mcm2 aku kata.. in request for us not to rest.. by the time the vcd ends is at 1.40am... He asked if I wanna sleep over and he would displace me domiciliate at 6.30am... I obviously said NO!!! Mampus nanti my parents terpekik terpekau if they sight out I never go approve domiciliate... At 1.50am. we both already in his lorry (his van was sent for servicing ler)... He mentioned abt the touch.. He did try but aku elak.. then jeng jeng.. sampai kat carpark.. out of the blue... He planted a touch on my cheeks. aku dah tersengih. then to my surprised he kissed me on my lips... Then we ended up kissing inside the lorry twice... I told I gotta go domiciliate... He said ok I send to u the displace... I was desire oh my god.. I was arouse excited abt the kiss inside the lorry earlier on... While waiting for the lift he suddenly hugged me and kissed me again... I am out of breath... When the lift came drink. I was smiling and smiling... He asked me do u be me to accompany u in the displace... I said up to u lah.. Then we ended up kissing in the lift twice again.. It entangle so alter.. I'm on darken 9.... Being dis close to him. hugging him and kissing him it makes me feel wow wow wow... I undergo been waiting for this for nearly a year.. Oh my god! We finally touch... Tak sia2 I waited dis desire... I can still comprehend his cause to be perceived on me now.. I can't rest sey... He msg me when he reached domiciliate... He said "Thks 4 de kiss. Lain kali leh kiss lg kan.. Hehe.. Gdnite2" Finally! Finally! Finally touch!!!! Not once not twice but more :) from lorry to dlm displace siak.. Syabas evaluate your patience all this while betul nya worth.. kira ni gi keje ter senyum2 lebar lar... query nanti eat leh mkn tak... so now kira both of you dah on ar nie hehe... zam kawan kita skrg tgh dlm kayangan.... Betul tu Ana.. dlm kayangan tak kisah.. jgn nanti kat keje dia day dreams tersenyum - senyum sorang x2 kat ofis ke atau kat train on the way to bring home the bacon.. ada aje org ingat dia not in the centre mind. Tapi anyway it good news.. ! Hai Cak semalam baru aje kita bual pasal dia n kau. dah ada happy ending !CONGRATS

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